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about
losing friends feels like a shock. so fast but really it's been quietly fading in and out for a while. growing up and finding out it's better to let go of a person in order to grow, no matter how big of a part they were.
lyrics
Lara was my best friend. we'd sneak away when the day would end.
had our first smoke by the creek, we thought we couldn't breathe.
Lola, you're my longest friend. since we were nothing but small innocents. never knew you would break my heart, somehow it starts with Lara.
if I said no words you'd still tell me I have no filter. you're really condescending now I see but I miss you so badly. I don't understand it, how you look like you lost nothing. I thought I lost my best friend. I will miss my best friend.
I walk Lara to her house. This is your street I know you're looking out. how could you say she's an enemy? she's been so nice to me.
you want me breaking in your arms so you can say you hate me when I'm sad. you ignored me the next day you never looked at me the same.
if I said no words you'd still tell me I have no filter. you're really condescending now I see but I miss you so badly. I don't understand it, how you look like you lost nothing. I thought I lost my best friend. I will miss my best friend.
bum-ba-dum-bum-bum-bum-bum (x2)
now I'm not on your leash, I should be so happy. at least I don't blame it all on me you're a little crazy.
credits
released March 18, 2021
written, produced, and mixed by joey mendoza
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